i paSs ?!??!!

i pass?!?!!!!
i cant believe i pass my proggraming... get C+ sumore... cant believe man.... whole paper dunno to do in final exam wooo.... unbelieveable....
others, digital system get B. technique math get C, technical communication get C+, multimedia technology and application get C. that all my result for my 1st sem. cgp only get 2.49.. haih.. this is really no good for the 1st sem 1st year of the degree.... overall that was the most easy sem but i only get 2.49.. haih... so charm.. i wonder how i gonna survive coming days... haih.. ya.. although i pass.. but i still neeed to do alots of revision. i pass coz that is damn lucky d.. but lucky wont b everytime.. i cant lie tis time but i cant lie eveytime. tcp 1 also so hard.. coming sem got tcp 2.. oh god.. i really need to study damn hard now... must b hard working boy..haha..
anyway, feel bad bout my friend. she fail her programming.. she gonna take suplemental paper after this.. hope she can study hard from now.. and be confident.. i believe you can 1... fully pray for her and wish her all the best in her exam. support u here... =)

blAnk nitE

just finish 1 movie. very nice the movie. especially the action part. the actor keep jumping from building to buliding.
so yeng. the movie name is B13 BANLIEUE 13. is a france movie. now bcome 1 of my DVD collection now. hehe..
wanna go bed n turn my light off.but suddenly heard someone crawling my room door.then i open the door.
is was my house puppy GIGI. dunno why 2night she duwan sleep. her bed was at living hall.but dunno why
today she din sleep.. come and find me.. haha.. so weird so cute she... now she lying on floor just bside my leg..
raining outside. good weather for sleep..dunno tonight wat time i can fall in sleep.. recently cant sleep early...
now waiting my frenz sweetie sms me.. she was studying for her exam on coming wednesday.raya holiday still need to
exam so charm her.. anyway, i moral support her here la.. hope he study well there n wont fall in sleep.. coz i waiting
her msg!!! haha.. and now what should i do now? go out and play my WINNING ELEVEN? or jus lye on my bed?
hmm... still thinking... 2morw need to go tzu ji online n study again.. online is bcoz result release 2morw.. how i feel?
see the blog bellow la.. haha.. k la.. 2night mood no bad la.. gonna stop here d.. ciao~

##Monday#31#october#2005#2:15am###

miSs u nIght

cant sleep 2night. think to smoke but cant coz at home now.
no place to smoke. middle nite cant go out also.
you should be forget me already bah.. 3 week d.. since we lost contact.
wonder how you are now...work hard at your ah ma shop? =)
still cant 4get the time be with you... the day the night that
we chat... the moment we being together. suddenly so miss the moment...
my friend see my blog thought i break up with my gf.. haha.. anyway,how my feeling
toward you now i not really sure also... i just wanna to be you friend that's all
never think others... really.. but unforfunate you already keep back ur heart...
anyway,i never hate you doin that also... i hope u will forget me as soon as possible also...
coz that the only way for u to feel better for urself and for him. alhought still feel bu gan xin
lost this frenship.but is ok la.. really... coz i know friendship not important to
anyone... that the truth and i faced it. just hope you doing well there...
enjoy your holiday... sincerely pray for you...

##sunday#30#october#2005#2:39am###

waitiNg geT nOthing

wait wait wait wait... from 330pm wait till 5pm.. so worry, so neavous, so panic.. manatau, popo send me a buletin msg. it said the some ppl result will b release on next monday.. =_=||| geram sial... waste my time to wait so long in tzu ji cafe.. n make me so nervous... anyway, i know my programming goin to fail d 1.. just wanna check i fail how many paper.. nervous and panic is bout scare i fail 4 paper.. coz if fail 4 paper is look like the ptptn will terminate borrow money to us d.. so that is wat i worry bout loo... wat to do.. angry also not use... need to wait till monday then come tzu ji here on9 again lo... no choice also... haih... god bless me dun fail so many la... i will burn u more gold n silver... pray for myself....

frieNdship

friendship important? izit important for u all? for us?
somebody they really care bout friendship. sumbody always concern their friendship. somebody never care bout their friendship they hav. they treat the friendship just like a piece of shit. no price at all. mean ? do u appreaciate shit?

ya. most of the gals care wat ppl think on them talked bout them. but izit those fake rumour important than our friendship? u care bout wat ppl said but u never care bout our frenship?

ya. most of the gals got bf already very hard to get close guy frenz. but if we are clear why and what u wanna scare for? plus,if ur bf really luv u, he will trust u rather than suspect u.

friend cannot care bout friend? concern bout friend? worry bout friend? you duwan me to care bout you so you avoid me. dun let me know wat had happen on you. even tat u in sick. do this still call friend? unless the friend u mean is those "hie and bye" friend. those never even care bout friend.

you solve the prob with how you think. but you never care bout how i think. ohya,i 4get you never care bout me, even tat i dint in ur heart at all. what i did? why i did tat? i try very hard to safe this friendship coz i care bout this friendship. this friendship is important to me. is priceless... that's why i duwan to lost u.. but... u never appreaciate our friendship at all.

since you want our friendship become like tat. then i have nothing else can do anymore. hope the day without me you can live happily as before the day u never knew me. sorry for give you so many trouble after knowing me. im appologize sincerely. take care my friend, my special friend once.

meLaccA hoMetowN

jus back my hometown melacca yday. bring so heavy beg back. melacca damn hot la.. sit on living hall play ps2 games also will weat. hot hothot..need to bath so manytime.. hotter than cyber... nothing to do here.. yday once back only then find my frenz to go out makan. at 1st, ask wan yin them.. but she decline invitation... so crue.. coz they wanna back their hometown d.. so i thinking can ask them go makan siham b4 they back mah... haih...but then nvm la.. next time lo.. if still got chance. then i ask my secondary school frenz lo... wanna go makan siham but dunno y so unlucky the stall din open. then we went for eat siham kueyteow for my dinner.. then we go taman merdeka yamcha till almost 12am. gonna back d.. coz they got school 2mrw.. then they need to go back study for stpm.. haih.. 1 month holiday at mlc sure very sien coz frenz all busy study their stpm. so i just can play ps2 n watch conan loh.. coz all my drama,movie n anime and my photo in my hdd all gone!!! =( ALL GONE my photo... haih... k la.. i using house pc now. the keyboard sot sot d. hard to type. n the connection here damn slow.. coz no streamyx.. update next time.. happy holiday~!!!

ChanGed => avOideD

"you are avoiding me now... i can feel it..my feeling never wrong...it very obvious these two day. ya. u sure will said "no ah","where got" with those question mark bhind. ya..i know you u avoid, coz u duwan ppl misunderstood... u duwan to explain... u care what ppl look n said bout u... that y u avoid me... i though we can become at least a best frenz, a good frenz, a special frenz tat we can share though everything, every sigle thing.. but now look like it cant b anymore...i miss the day b4...i miss the day i care bout u... n you care bout me... i can feel ur worry ur concern...butnow.. i feel im like naked in the north moutain... cold.. very cool... im just a nothing for you... can i back to time we jus know each others? can i?

i like to online chatting with you. i like to sms with u although u sometime din reply me. but both of that better than meeting u. u jus treat me very cool. it really different from the net n phone. i dunno which 1 is real u... i am what in ur heart? or i never in your heart ever?

u still deeply in my heart. that the fact. and my heart will always care n worry bout you. i have not choice.. not i want treat you anything special.just my heart cant accept myself to see u suffer or not feeling well.u moody not hpy sure i wont b hpy.
my care for you until 2day never change.

i never wish for anything.. or ask for anything..jus like before... i just want back to normal..like the day b4... a frenz.. a special frenz... "

sorry for late update.. coz went for Port dickson trip with a gang of frenz. not bad trip. i like he banana boot =) coming day, i will seldom update also. coz having holiday for 1 month now.mayb will go update at anyplace got internet bah.. coz house not internet...

goin back melacca 2mrw... miss my home... anyway, happy holiday to me...

tRuth

eveything happen too fast... i though u r the one that i found.. the one that i can share everything with ya... the one i can trust fully... the one that u will care about me.. at least a little i wish to... but at last .. im think i wrong... everything still the same... many thing happen last few week... but it look like all is me myself zi zuo duo qing.. is back to the day i come here... all alone.. all lonely... all i want is jus some one can care bout me.. concern bout me... when i moody have someone that can listen me to complain... someone that can make me feel better when i down... reduce my anger when i was mad... izit hard for me to find someone like this? girlfrenz hard to find.. but it look like true friend also hard to meet... my best frenz how r u there? quite a long time u din call me d... tat day i was totally down i called you but u never ans my phone... no one accompany tat night.. i just want to talk to sumbody but.. at last no one i found out... only cigaratte acc me... that was my 1st time really smoke... and i hate it... i hate it very much... coz i really dun like the smell and it make my stomach uncomfortable... but who know? the ans still the same "no one"!
study?! no 1 know how bad my study now... coz wat i studying now totally out of my interest... love? am i really bad? i just need some one that i care and she care bout me.. future? i think collect rubbish is the best job for me...
feel like wanna go racing to reduce my stress my moody but nothing else i can do here... unlesss... stand at the corridoor... see the sky with smelly smoke... i hate myself now... can i reborn? can i back to the day i choose my course? can i back to the day she still single?
my mind was totally blank now... wishing sumbody that i can talk to........

anyway, the gf bellow was a lie... u guys really think tat i will hav gf?! can hav a good beautiful gal?! if u really think that.. then i thanks you for that... and sorry for telling tat i bluff u... coz i jus bluffing myself that i got gf... sorry guys....

my mind was totally blank now... no mood study for exam... haih... useless me...
wishing sumbody that i can share to now........ miss you....

my girlfrienD

ok la ok la.. duwan bluff u all d la.. actually i got gf 1 month already.. and this is my gf.. suprise??? hehe... think to duwan tell u all so fast.. but u all keep asking me.. then now telling loh.. no more asking k!!
she snap this pic in my room ydaynite... pretty leh.. look like yang zhen ling rite? hehe...

my HanD?

haha... nothing to do.. lazy to study... then snap my hand.. haha...


my left hand


my right hand

Special frienD

shevin teoh qingqi
im spell right bah this time?! haha..
anyway, know tis gal eh... 1 month before from now gua.. because of RMMU day then know tis gal... that time dunno wanna join which department then go find her msn and ask her which 1 better... haha.. that's is our 1st chat... then after tat we know each others more n more n more loh.. chat till morning .. jus like chat 24 hour!!! both tired already but still duwan go sleep... then keep on said " u sleep i sleep".. haha.. till now become very very frenz loh... i think she know me more than i know her... always i tell her my thing she never tell me her thing.. or mayb i talk too much already gua.. haha... anyway, this gal really cute n adorable 1.. especially her voice.. haha.. once u guy heard u sure will say "kawaiiiiii... " haha.. n feel like cubik her cute face... hey guy, dun believe me? it's real!!! u sure think she act cute.. nope! she really real cute... believe me ;) anyway, cute cute 1.. mostly ppl will say cute = childish ... but after meet tis gal.. dun think so d.. coz she cute but.. the way she think mature... ofcoz i mature than her la...( although my face look like kids =_=) but sumtime this gal dunno how her think 1 loh... need me this kor kor teach her n consult her 1 ... but at last end with ntg. coz she NEVER listen to me!!! wont u guys geram when someone asking u then duwan listen wat u said?! geram rite?! n she said she 4getfull 1 woo... coz she always forget wat i told her... then need ppl to repeat repeat and repeat... geram mah? kek ki leh....
anyway, u guy after this see this blog and picture sure said she r my gf?!?! nope.. she got her lovely bf d.. so sweet both of them 1.. coz always lou gong lou po in msging.. hahaha.. (accidently saw it :p) haha.. and she now is my special friend. y special friend? coz we jus know each others cannot count as best friend yet... not normal frenz coz she know me more than others.. izit? haha.. dunno la.. hope after the RMMU day we wont lost contact lah... take care n happiness always =)

p/s: must put purple front bcoz this gal siao purple 1... hehe..

my 19th bIrtHd@y

on 31th august merdeka day there night ...
we having a big and expensive steamboat at my cyber house...
for all my cyber frenz and housemate...
then we play mahjong after ate full full...
1st time play mahjong at cyber here...
then we ate the cake which buy from big fish...
blueberry cheesecake...
haha.. bcoz they sing the bday song too loud..
the too much guard too and complain pula...
sohai guard...
but then last, not present from them =( haha..

on 2nd september..
back melacca...
on that night, hang out with my alpha gang...
but this time left siaw yin.. coz she lansi, action, diao gei now loh... dun give face to me! :p
we decide to go simply fish eat the "ocean suprime" that we desperate so long time ago 1,
but at last the waitress said no more prawn already coz when we reach there already 10.30pm already... "ocean suprime" sold out!!! =(
y late to simply fish there?
actually was plan to go fetch them at 9pm..
because i need to fetch my frenz suzie brother jason with at melacca study 1, he need to go back penang on that night. then i promise his sis must make sure him safe on bus. that time when we arrive sentral, all go north ticket all already sold out. then we try our best to get ticket loh.. coz jason need to go back penang to celeb his dad birthday... then at last, thanks god we found out a bus wish go penang on 930pm 1... then after make sure jason on in bus... then i ma racing to fetch u all loh.. that the reason why im late...

continuo with our simply fish,
no more ocean suprime then we order others to eat loh.. others not bad also la..
what we eat i will put out the pic later bellow..
after simply fish, we go for sercet resipe to eat cheese cake..
we order 5 different type of cheese cake... pic will b show bellow..
then the most crazy thing begin now,
they all suddenly siao with snapping pic with handphone!!!
wanyin nokia phone , RG and popo sonyericson k700i...
because im the bday guy on that night, then guess what?
sure i kena snap by them loh!!!
snap snap snap...
till the others customer in sercet resipe also laugh us...
paiseh sial...
after finish eat cheese cake ,
dabao cheese cake for siaw yin loh.. since she never giv face to me but i also sayang her 1 de.. haha

after sercet resipe,cause the time still early .. 1am only.. then we decide to go drink 'tong sui' .
we go the tong sui stall which at opposite my primary school there 1.there famous with the tong sui 1..
what we order? we order "liu wei bin" .. pic bellow...
after order, what they do?
snap snap snap....
after eat n snap.. every1 since tired d.. then i fetch them all back 1 by 1 loh..
in the end of my 19th bday, we end with 600 piece of picture!!!
never snap that so many pic on my birthday before!!! 1st time!!!
anyway, thanks the green jacket they present me.. thanks lot i like it...

the night after tis,
celeb my bday with family..
dad bring us go sushi king!!! suprise? coz he dun like eat sushi 1.. always complain many many 1... but that night so weird, he said mum n sis like to eat sushi then we go eat loh.. while eating,my dad complain some some also la.. haha.. but we enjoy the dinner happily... i dunno wat we eat d..(since i seldom go sushiking) we order different type 1 loh.. 4get to snap pic tis time... so u all cant know wat i ate... wat we ate almost rm200.. after discount also need to paid rm150 sumthing!!! damn expensive.. that is why i seldom eat sushi king.. cant eat full but expensive..

then we jalan jalan in JJ ( jaya jusco) then go back celeb my day... we used to celeb our bday 2gther with family 1...all ppl in family sure will celeb with him/her 1... include our house 3 dog! hehe..
the present i get from my family?
Ray ban sunglasses
a sunglassse that i wish to buy since quite long time ago d.. cant expect mydad will go find it n buy for me.. thks to dad,my mum, n my sister bro!!! I really like the sunglasses , sure very expensive 1.. ray ban wooo!!! aligato gozaimas!!!

anyway, thks to all my frenz who sms me,ym me,msn me, call me and wish me happy birthday 1.. thks for the wish, the card and the present!!! thks...

ohya, i must cannot 4get tis!!!
thanks to my best buddy jiing shiang which now at australia 1!!!
he pos me the present from aus!!!
a very nice card, i know must b he do it hisself 1.. very nice..
and a leaf, now the leaf is with me at cyber already. in my room infront of me now..
the a billabong brand wallet!!! very usefull for me coz my waller spoil d.. hehe.. i using it now!!!
really thanks you my best buddy.. you coming back on coming CNY.. we must to traveling or wat. cause i bet we sure will chat alot.. 3 day 3 night also not enough.. since we how many year din see each others d.. miss u here.. hope to see u soon!!!! n hope u r fine there... thks the present.. i like it ;")

picture time!!! these are some of the 600 pic!! hehe...